Why did I have to find the best love only to have to leave it?
Its over
I met the love of my life in December of 2022. Just after my divorce. He was everything I had ever dreamed of. After our first date we were together every single night after that. We couldn't stand to be apart. We'd either spend the night at my house or his. Finally it was time for us to meet each others kids. Instant connection, their birthdays on the same day. Finally it was time to move in together. All went great. No problems. Until a little ways down the road, when he became irritated that my daughter had not accepted him as a dad and was lying to him and wasnt willing to work with him. it became an all the time thing. there was never a day he didnt complain about something she did. I would stand up for her. but he would play victim until he got what he wanted. he kicked her out fall 2024, I followed not long after. we planned for me to move back in later that year of 2025. but that never happened. I drove there to spend weekends with them during the winter, during the summer it became less because he was threatened to get off my parents property. and they have every right. and from there we weren't able to see each other. I had no vehicle at the time and he wouldn't pick me up. finally I got my own vehicle but it was already threatened to me that if I went back there I would be kicked out. and I didnt want that. so I didnt go back to see him. and finally in September he told me it was over. fast forward a few months and were back knocking on each other messenger talking about how we cant find anyone else, that we are made for each other, that there will never be another me. we meet up a few times in the back of his car, do what we can with what we got. then telling me he didnt want me around the kids, but yet bringing the twin girl to see me. we had one good night together recently at my place and that was good closure. because we talked and he said my daughter owed him and his kids a big apology and they'll never get it because shes so selfish. and I told him im not going to listen to this anymore , I chose my kid and right now I want to be alone. and he said he's sorry that it came to this but that he would always love me. and I know thats not true because he would have tried. ugh. If Im meant to be alone, take away my desire to be loved.