u/VOvercaffeinated

Moved halfway across the country for fellowship and am just going through the motions of fellowship orientation in a semi-out-of-body experience. I come home and am near tears every day because I am so physically and mentally exhausted from residency (which ended approx 1 week prior to orientation) and the thought of doing such a tough clinical year is so overwhelming.

I also really miss my friends (n = 4) who all scattered across the country for their respective fellowships. I honestly regret applying for/doing fellowship. Should have done hospitalist. Anyone else in the same boat?

Booked with a company to ship my car out end of June (first pick up 6/18). Obviously too early to be assigned a carrier, but when should I have a carrier assigned by and when should I reach out to the company? I only have a little flexibility for a few days after the end of the window. Getting antsy with all these failed pick up stories…