u/Vagrant_Tourist

Trouble understanding this market.

This is all my thoughts. No AI was used in this post.

I am a Data Scientist at one of the Consulting Firms. I have around 10yoexp and make in the 40-45lpa range. Been with this firm for over 2 years now.

I have a broad background in CV/NLP/GenAI, moving with the times, and have built considerable applications, some fairly advanced within GenAI, although only few around MCP, Agents.

I am trying to understand where to go from here for a higher pay/better ic opportunities and good wlb, and there seems to be limited options. I spoke with a few recruiters, but somehow no one is interested in offering upwards of 60lpa. One recruiter even suggested lowering expectations to the 50-55 range.

Plus the technical interviews, few that I've had have been bizarre. One ended up becoming a classical ML round, the other a live coding session where I had to implement a few functions in a RAG pipeline and make few improvements. I bombed both one early on and another one 2 stages in. I think I am in a deep comfort zone and have no idea how to climb out of it.

Meanwhile I see people getting pretty good offers. I know preparation and opportunity must meet at the right time. But I am also not getting a good grasp of this plot this time.

I'm trying to understand where to place my expectations for interviews, role expectations, pay and most importantly what I should prepare for going ahead.

I am feeling frustrated. What does the community think? How do I get to higher paying jobs in the data science scene right now? What are interviewers looking for?

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u/Vagrant_Tourist — 4 days ago

I don't wish to exist anymore.

Basically.

Not dying. Not suicide. I've been a misfit since childhood. Now finding it hard to even understand anything about people closest to me, or communicating what or how I feel day in and day out.

I just find all this to be such a pain that I wish to not exist instead. Like what is the worst that could happen?

Everything feels fucked.

At least if there's no me, there's no pain I have to go through. So not existing at all, just feels better.

Mind me, I am still not talking about suicide I just don't know how to deal with this pain in my mind.

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u/Vagrant_Tourist — 4 days ago