I need good bloodymary stuff. Literally my only things are:
• No angel stuff
• Preferably trans grace
• Nothing super out of character🙏
It can be fluff, smut, oneshot, super long, etc. idrc. I enjoy trans Grace and prefer it, trans Simon is cool too I'm not picky. I'm just bad at finding things as I am very new to AO3. Please help💛
(Also idc if it's ftm, mtf, nonbinary, etc. I just enjoy one of them or both of them being trans cuz I'm also trans :3)
I also really love ferrets and chocobunnies but forgot to put them on there :3💛
So I'd like to know what I should do in this situation, as I'm really anxious about it. For context I'm an autistic teenager with sensory processing issues and this is my first job+I got news this morning that I need brain surgery so I may have been a bit irritable.
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So I just started this job last Monday, and up until Wednesday evening everything has been great. I need to sit down sometimes because I get dizzy, I have tbi, but besides that everyone has been nice and helping me out. Until Wednesday when this girl Maria, who I thought was my friend, started bossing me around and getting upset when I had to sit down. Yesterday especially, she was very snippy. She asked me to sweep and mop at 8:30pm, so I did. She then tells me that I shouldn't mop in the back when everyone is working, and I'll need to re-mop because the floor is dirty again. I was obviously frustrated, which she noticed and then offered to do the mopping. I said that would be great, and then went to sweep and vacuum the dining area. She asked me to do a few things and I did, so I thought everything was fine. I clean for at least 90 minutes everyday of my 5 hour shifts, and I try my best to keep myself busy with things that need done. I texted her after work and let her know I'd appreciate if she was a little less snippy and more patient because I'm doing my best. She instead gave her phone to the manager and had him respond, screenshot is attached.
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Also before all of this we were really busy and she told another employee to clean the smoothie line. Which obviously was in the way, there were 10 orders in which I was trying to get done while the containers were all out of place. I was really trying to stay calm and just do my work, so after the orders were finished I went to the bathroom to calm down. When I get back I tell the other employee that I was a little frustrated because I could've used her help with orders, but instead she was cleaning the space I needed to be in. She said Maria told her to, so I said okay and just moved on.
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Anyways now I am very anxious and unsure how my shift today is going to play out, especially because I have a hard time sticking up for myself in general, but especially in relation to people my brain is scared of. I'd like to know any advice you have, and any reassurance that this won't go horribly. Thank you
I'm looking to trade some sheepdog duckies for dirty duckies!
Does anyone have a full body bath pillow they like? I don't want one that's floatie material cuz that's loud and pops easy. Also any bath salts that actually work+are sensitive skin friendly? I'd appreciate any recommendations to make baths more comfy
So I've missed every admin abuse event this past 5ish weeks because I was working, if anyone has spare dirty ducks and/or red panda ducks that would be great!
Also looking for cinnamon rolls, honey candy, or ccbd cookie jar :3
I just started playing again after quitting about 2 years ago. I got hacked so I got upset and quit. Now I'm back and trying to get used to all the new stuff!
She has a very complicated pattern and I'm lazy. Doesn't have to be a mii either, any little version of her would be cute :3
I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate HATE showering. It's terrible, wet, there's so much work afterwards, and it's just sensory hell for me. On top of this I'm going through a depressed/no motivation episode right now so I can only make myself shower when I feel totally disgusting. Like every 7-10 days. A few months ago it was more like 2-3 times a week, but I've been getting worse with it.
Any advice?
So I wanted to post these because maybe it'll help people feel less strange. Also bcuz if you guys have any advice I'd really appreciate it.
Kissing on the mouth! Anywhere else I don't care but the mouth just feels gross I hate it.
Anything that makes me get wet. Showering, swimming, being in the rain, etc. Same with getting sticky or oily too.
In addition to the previous one, periods and discharge are extremely uncomfortable for me for the same reason 🫠
If I think about the texture of what I'm eating too much, I will get nauseous and not eat, even if it's a safe food.
Sweat! It's so uncomfy and gross, and then to get it off I need a shower, which like I said, I also hate
Cars in general, I hate being in them. They're so loud and usually not very comfortable. I never know how to sit in a car comfortably.
Throbbing or pulsing of any kind. Idk why but I just hate it, even if there's no pain involved.
My throat. If it feels even slightly off (like mucus, food stuck, etc.) I will continue coughing and clearing my throat obsessively for hoursss
Most vegetables! I really only like potatoes, broccoli, enoki mushrooms, avocados, garlic, lettuce, and onion. Also sometimes baby carrots with some ranch, but very rarely. And yes I know some of what I listed isn't technically a vegetable but I don't care, they're veggies to me.
Obsession with crunchiness! Ever since I was little I've always loved chips, crackers, etc. and hated mushy things. I also enjoy chewy things though, like gummies, meat sticks, and jerky.
If you relate and/or have any advice lmk!!
(especially for 3, I hate the feeling so so much)