Can’t find love
I’m so mad. I’m fucking irate. All my life I’ve wondered what was in the way of finding love, and I’ve found it; I can’t enjoy sex. Women that I’m obsessed with, I’ve convinced myself I simply am not attracted to until I finally realized. The fact that I cannot enjoy sex has ruined my perception of love with the way modern society has become. This probably doesn’t make any sense to anyone. I just got home from a date where I had the most unenjoyable sex I forced myself to have, to then decimating my tv, leaving my knuckles bloodied, bruised and broken. I’m so frustrated and angry and I don’t know what to do or where to direct my anger. This is a vent post, so please bear with me. I’ve began restoring but I should not have to deal with the toll that comes with this. Circumcision is rape, and I cannot obtain what I’ve been robbed.