Seen this one on market place for 415 is it worth it at this price or how much lower would be a good and how much lower would be undeniable. This would be my first turn table
So back story I’ve been a Christian for a couple years have led Bible studies the whole nine, tonight I slept with a guy like fully. And I know God will forgive me for my sins but tbh I feel like my whole faith has been a façade. A couple night before I thought if I ever did this then I would unalive myself. While I don’t feel like that yet thankfully. But now I’m laying in bed like nothing happen I feel like I should hate my separation from God more then I do but I know I won’t ever do that again. I feel like my whole walk is not even real. All I’ve been doing is running from Jesus . Why do u feel the need to sin to feel the love and even as im typing that i know im lying.
Plan to go to confession.
How do i even repent i sat here and said lord im sorry forgive me but i feel like im lying words just coming out of my mouth not because i mean it even though i want to mean it
So back story I’ve been a Christian for a couple years have led Bible studies the whole nine, tonight I slept with a guy like fully. And I know God will forgive me for my sins but tbh I feel like my whole faith has been a façade. A couple night before I thought if I ever did this then I would unalive myself. While I don’t feel like that yet thankfully. But now I’m laying in bed like nothing happen I feel like I should hate my separation from God more then I do but I know I won’t ever do that again. I feel like my whole walk is not even real. All I’ve been doing is running from Jesus . Why do u feel the need to sin to feel the love and even as im typing that i know im lying