u/Vegetable-Parsley681

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I've been dealing with depression for a while now, but lately it's less about constant sadness and more about this weird detachment from my own feelings. I'll have moments where something should make me happy or angry or even just normal, and instead it's like I'm watching myself from outside. Everything feels muted...Does anyone else experience depression more as emotional flatness and constant questioning rather than deep despair? I'm not looking for solutions or sympathy just curious if this pattern makes sense to other people.

this place filled with toxic people and forbid me from taking any actions..it's like everyone literally has one job and its spreading hate or purposefully misunderstanding other people

Im in a very dark point in my life rn and the only solution i can think of is to end my days but im afraid to do it in case things might get better i dont need mental guidelines i need real process to make my brain produce serotonin and dopamine i cant stand the emptiness anymore