u/VegetableChemist1657

Hi everyone, it’s very hard for me to write this, but honestly I don’t know who else to turn to. I feel very alone and disconnected from people. Because of my chemical sensitivities and different lifestyle (MM), it has always been difficult for me to find real friendships and a sense of belonging. Most of my friendships exist only online, and over the years I’ve experienced disappointment, betrayal, ghosting, and people suddenly disappearing from my life. Even when I feel like I’ve finally found someone who truly understands me, they eventually go silent. Because of this, I no longer feel comfortable seeking friendships, even within the MM community.

Ever since childhood, I never truly fit in. I used to be active on social media, but most connections felt temporary and unstable. Shame and fear of being misunderstood or judged made me withdraw and hide myself from the world.

Even though I’ve been following MM protocols very strictly for 7 years, I still struggle with health issues. Not everyone understands my healing journey or the limitations I live with. Half a year ago my partner broke up with me, and it still hurts deeply. Even though he knows MM information, he still couldn’t fully understand what I was going through, why I needed to live this way, why I avoided certain environments and people, or why I wasn’t able to live a more “normal” life. I constantly felt misunderstood and pressured to become someone I cannot be right now. Losing someone who was supposed to understand me on the deepest level completely shattered me and made me lose trust in myself and others.

At the same time, I carry a heavy burden helping family members who are also seriously struggling with their health and trying to heal with MM as well. I often push myself beyond my limits and sacrifice myself for others. I feel emotionally and physically burned out, and I don’t know how to pull myself back together anymore.

I’ve started following the PTSD protocol and doing MM meditations because I’m deeply wounded from lifelong pain and isolation. Every day I pray for healing and strength. Part of me wants to run away from everything and disappear, yet another part still longs for connection, understanding, and genuine friendship.

Has anyone experienced something similar?

Edit: If anyone feels like getting in touch, feel free to send me a message.🫶🏻

For the women who need to hear this. 🤍

I put together the information from MM’s live show because I know many women are struggling with painful, heavy, confusing cycles.

>The reason why women’s menstrual cycles get so, so heavy is because they’re cleansing the uterus of contaminants, foreign hormones that are from outside sources. The uterus needs to be a safe space, making sure there are no contaminants and nothing harmful in there. Science and research will be just like: “Oh, it’s ovulation, the flushing out of the eggs” – but that’s not it at all.

>The less you go through a painful cycle, the less you go through a cycle when you are bleeding and shedding to that degree, the healthier it is. And when you are doing the cleansing, the celery juice, the right foods, you’re getting rid of pathogens because that’s what happens, because fibroids in the uterus start from a pathogen. So if you’re about to get a fibroid eventually in your life, you’re gonna have some intense cycles. Because your uterus is going to want to shed and get rid of the pathogen in any way it possibly can, and your painful cycle can happen because of that. Pathogens and toxins lead to reproductive system issues like endometriosis, PCOS, fibroids, PID, mystery infertility, cysts...

>The reason why we end up with all these different conditions is that we are dealing with both pathogens and toxins.

>A healthy period is not super heavy. But that’s not even a good way of saying it because it is healthy to have a heavy period when your body is actually trying to clean things out, so that is the body acting healthily. But when your uterus and your reproductive system get cleaned up from pathogens and toxins, the shedding process and the pain and discomfort, all of that eases off.

>There are women with no bleeding at all during their cycle. They spot just a little bit, with barely any bleeding at all, or none, but yet they are still having their cycles and they still get pregnant, they still ovulate and get pregnant.

>When you are cleaning things up and you are healing and you are using these powerful tools to heal, your cycles are getting lighter, which is a good thing. Your uterus is cleaning out. There are fewer foreign hormone invaders from outside sources, contaminants, outside foods, pathogens are dying off, you are cleaning them out, and you get these lighter cycles.

- from Medical Medium live show