Unattractiveness as a girl
Before I start this is a rant, my main concern is me not losing weight
I am the most ugliest girl ever
Nothing about me not a single thing about me is attractive...
Let's start off with the first thing everyone notices in a person, their face...I have a very obvious lopsided face..one half is round one half is oval, even my eyes are placed unevenly, one eye is higher than the other, one eyebrow is higher, my smile and mouth is lopsided and I have a lot of facial hair which I have to keep removing, i have lots of hair on my chin which I keep plucking every 4 days, I have thick glasses (-6 in both eyes)
Coming to the hair, I have thinning hair, visible scalp on my crown and receding hairline .I have a very deep widows peak like almost balding and the hair that remains on my head is very frizzy and weak so it isn't even long...
I don't have A jawline, and my neck connected to my head in a weird way making it unappealing..
I have hair on my ear too..
I have a neck hump..
I have an incredible amount of body hair..
My hands are tiny and weird.. my fingers are shaped wired and my nails are ugly...my underarms are dark and hairy..
My feet are long and my toes are ugly..
I am dart skinned on top of all that..i know colorism isn't correct but let's be honest, these all defects are usually forgiven if the girl is fair..
Coming to my personality..I hold grudges I never stand up for people that are close to me..always play it safe, insecure (as you can guess fromthis post) and I'll be honest my personality is the shitty too...
There is not even a single thing about me that's good
Beyond all this I thought at least I'll go to the gym and lose fat..
I am fat and no matter how much I go to the gym I never lose weight...I eat like once a day and i starve myself to the point I get deficiencies and although I lose my hair I never lose any fat..ive beeing going to the gym at least 4 time in a week at the minimum and if I'm free then 6 times a week..ive been going since 2 years..
I eat out maybe like 3 times in a month but that too everyone points out that I eat the least.. always make sure I never filly stomach but the change just isn't happening...
I did lose some fat but I still look very fat because the main problem are my thighs which never go down..