I'm 15 I'll be 16 this summer. I like to think if myself as very outgoing. I love talk so I'll probably try to keep the conversation as much as I can. I love art (drawing, painting, etc ) I love music I don't listen to just one genre but I do love pop punk (Paramore, green day, MCR, etc) If you want to see what I look like just ask.
The funeral is today and my dad is taking me. It's not his sister its my mother who i don't see anymore. So he's dropping me off at the funeral and only letting me stay for the viewing because he doesn't know anyone and doesn't want to stay for longer than he has to. I'm so irritated because I feel like if I don't go to see my cousin get buried and be there for my aunt and other cousins then I'm a terrible person especially because that's when they are going to need me the most and seeing your son buried is probably the hardest thing she will have to do. But my dad won't budge what do I even do with this.
Update: I just got done the viewing and that was harder than I thought it was going to be. I know everyone grieves different but seeing people joke kinda helped. Seeing him just made me want him to come back more. That way to hard to do but I'm glad I did it.