Whenever I join a creative map, I'm instantly met with the ready up box.
If I ready up, it just takes me to a completely empty game and I'm playing on my own.
I've tried restarting my game and even restarting my console and it still won't disappear.
Does anyone know why it's doing this?
I've developed feelings for a close friend, who I'm just going to call L.
I only met L last year of October time, and we instantly became close. I think I started to develop feelings for her around the start of this year, and I tried so hard to just deny them because she is supposedly straight.
I say "supposedly straight" because as of late, she's been quite forward to me. We spend a lot more time together one on one and seem to actually have more meaningful conversations like that. She's also been like slightly more touchy with me, stuff she doesn't do with our other friends. She'll always choose to sit right next to me, and only sits closer to another friend if it's to tease me. I have no idea if this is just normal ways girls act, or if this is straight up textbook flirting, but I'm so fucking autistic, I literally can never tell the difference.
Also, she has been saying things like "I wish I didn't like men, girls are so much prettier" etc, and I can not tell if this is her basically saying I want to be with a girl or just saying it to say it.
I feel like I'm being so delusional, and I refuse to tell my friends about my crush on L as they'll probably deny it because they just assume she's straight; but like, they don't see half of how she acts around me.