u/Visible_Ideal_3553

I know this pest has an affair with Loki, I can't prove it but I just know it ..👹

First of all THANKS for the help :D

Second of all, I ended up eating the offering myself and felt like a child stealing but I made sure to ask Loki and also tried using a yoyo (yes, a toy) as a pendulum .. and then tarot, and my inner thoughts. And explained why and such.

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So It's been a couple days since I started journaling because apparently it can help with shadow work and I don't really know what to do with it but it's something so I guess it's fine. Also these are the things I've noticed:

My writing is getting prettier

I understood some stuff abt myself

I decided to read out loud a few pages I wrote to Loki and then I went back writing/doodling (I've decided to make this diary a common place journal if yk what I mean)

And at some point I can't help but notice a tiny fly, I said a warm hi to it and it flew to my hand for a couple minutes, and It cheered me up cause lol I talk to insects but they rarely react!

By the wayy I also wanted to show you a drawing of a fox I made a few hours ago and that I'm really proud of!:)

I want to thank this community for helping me and answering my doubts and questions!

Until this month I took a huge break from spirituality.

I did pray occasionally when I felt too but I was focusing more on things that made me happy at the moment.

I realized I have anxiety and I was seeking reassurance here most of the time and I'm thankful someone helped!

Now that I came back with a different approach I feel much better and I'm grateful of that.

Also I'm really grateful for discovering Loki! :D

I literally felt his energy so much this month, every failure, every success, I worship other deities but that's the only kind of energy I felt- now I'm going to stop writing because I'm actually embarrassed HAHAHAH

I was chilling in bed after a whole stressing day like my entire life.

I noticed the tarot deck on the night stand and I took it immediately cause I desperately wanted to ask something to Loki:

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"What's wrong with me? "

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(And, as much as I do these things I do worry about the following things: am I even getting listened? Am I schizo? Would I get an answer? I was atheist before the polytheist awakening imao)

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And I was a bit disappointed that well, no card was falling out, but while shuffling I unconsciously sung a random kpop song! A specific line too. And I'm glad I was able to catch it so fast because I probably would've let it slide!

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I checked the eng translation and it made sense with my whole situation 😭😭

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Bonus:

"Ears wobbling to and fro" According to MY researches (by analysis made by someone on X) means something like listening to people's opinion too much.

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I love decorating stuff on Loki's altar

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It makes me feel like a child but I do it anyway ..

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I'm really proud of giving the horse plushie a jewel (both offerings to Loki, idk why should I specify)

It was getting old so I shifted things around and got rid of dust! :D (+ new offers)

This fly? Or whatever, tried to steal by coffee, I don't like killing bugs so I brought it to Loki's altar