This is a sub talking about adults who are addicted to self harm, or at least, it used to be. Nowadays it’s a bunch of teenagers being emo. You can’t talk about anything serious because if you do you’ll get yourself banned.
There seems to be a very large divide between people who spontaneously cut vs people who methodically cut. Each are doing their own thing so why hate someone who’s doing their own thing?
When I cut its kind of spontaneous. Emotions get the better of me and I immediately try to cut as deep as possible. doesn’t always work out but when it does im left with an arm that’s bleeding uncontrollably and that somehow feels good?
The other night I was in a pretty bad headspace so I was punching the floor as hard as I could. I don’t remember everything, but I do remember psyching myself up to punch harder each time. How is that any different from cutting?
I am not scared of death. However, I think my body is. I had made a makeshift noose. But as the lights started to go out, my body said “fuck you” and tore the noose off of me..
The other night I was in a pretty bad headspace so I was punching the floor as hard as I could. I don’t remember everything, but I do remember psyching myself up to punch harder each time. How is that any different from cutting?
Life would be so much easier if I could just shut it off