Gave Up On Dating Since 2022. Big Mac With No Pickles, Lettuce And Onions.
24M and decided to completely just give up on trying to get a GF for the last 4 years. It's hasn't been too bad since then and have been able to move on for the most part but I'll occasionally get these "episodes" where I'll get sad about never having a relationship and today is one of those days. I'm able to have good friendships with people but when it comes to romance I'm a nobody. Women just don't like me. No one has had a crush and expressed interest.
Which I attribute to the mental illnesses/disabilities I struggled with growing up. Nobody wants to date someone whose mentally defective and has to to to therapy. Unless that someone is really good looking which I am not unfortunately. I'm not ugly but not good looking enough. So I decided to just leave them alone and not engage with women anymore. I don't believe someone could ever love me so it was for the best to just stop.