u/Warm-Adhesiveness793

I just finished reading 1 king 22 and realized that god allow the spirit of lie to deceived the bad king and know I’m questioning myself like I went through a spiritual journey to find myself and know I feel like everything was just a lie starting to question myself and my journey with god like this god just allowing lies to me?

I just finished reading 1 king 22 and realized that god allow the spirit of lie to deceived the bad king and know I’m questioning myself like I went through a spiritual journey to find myself and know I feel like everything was just a lie starting to question myself and my journey with god like this god just allowing lies to me?