fuck my roommate and his twink
I hate how I’m feeling right now. I feel so defeated kasi yung roommate ko na inintroduce ko sa grindr meron nang ka talking stage— a 19 year old lasallian twink who he met on the app and I hate how he’s got all the attention my roommate had for me before. For context, we had a sexual NSA relationship before- me and my roommate. He was all over me because I was soo good. I don’t have feelings for him pero every time he goes out at night to meet this twink, I feel like a total idiot. Fuck this! Parang I feel so defeated and desperate for him to notice me, and notice how I’ve gone cold pero who would diba if you(my roommate) didn’t even like the person (me) in the first place? Shuta nakakainis. Dapat hindi ko siya binibigyan ng energy eh. Now before you all come for me, I tried to be supportive. I was even the one who told him to get back with that person now fuck me because I was the one who motivated my own doom. Now gabi-gabi na siyang pumupunta sa twink na yun while I’m here stranded on the apps, forgotten and miserable. Fuck this. I’m going out for my 10k walks. I need to touch some grass for being so toxic. But can you blame me? I’m just human.
p.s: we’re highschool friends and the same circle