u/Weak-Sun-9315

First of all -I AM NOT SUICIDAL- i have so so much shit going on right now and i feel like i'm about to break apart. As i already said, i'm not suicidal but man... if a truck hits me... i don't care.

Everything i love is working against echt other, every step i take is a hard decision. I don't really know what to do.

Doesn't matter what i do it's kinda always wrong. When i go left i should have gone right. When i go right i should have gone left.

Living with all this pressure is hard.