u/WebNumerous4706

I decided to ask this here, since it's an inclusive place and I didn't felt comfortable sharing it elsewhere.

I've been questioning this for years, and I was curious if there might be a possibility that I'm not alone in my head. I tried to write down my experiences.

I often have this "I'm not alone in my head" feeling, yet I just can't really communicate with anyone in my head (I don't know if I'm supposed to be able to do it or not). I also have intense identity swings. For example, I'm mainly agender, yet I sometimes just feel like a gay trans boy or a queer girl who likes other girls too out of nowhere when I know I actually don't (and I also switch to other identity mixes, like transfem who likes men, pangender who's aroace/gaybian ect.) and I also sometimes doubt my beliefs during these periods, then after a while my sense of self switches back to being simply agender. When I doubt myself like this, only my preferences in things I enjoy, my identity and how I think changes, but there aren't any different names. I sometimes have memory gaps and my mind randomly replays moments I didn't even knew I still had in my mind. I even sometimes speak before it feels like I've consciously decided to. I also just sometimes feel comfortable referring to myself as 'we'. I don't know if it has to do anything with this.