Officially on my 3rd trimester today. Demotivated to go to work. [ON]
I work a fairly easy job, as in, right now I quite literally have nothing to do. My last working day would be October 23rd, and admittedly, it’s not that far away now. The only reason I want to work as close to my due date as possible is so I can milk as much money out of my income as I can. My job isn’t high-stress, and I quite literally have nothing to do most of the time. I’m also very lucky to be able to work hybrid, with 3 days in the office and 2 days WFH most of the time.
But I’m so good at guilt-tripping myself into thinking that I’m lucky to have this job and that I earn this much money for basically doing nothing, while also experiencing incredibly painful heartburn and feeling so, so exhausted. I often discredit how tired I am because I feel like I “don’t have the right” to be this tired or complain when I don’t actually do much most of the time. So I feel like I just have to suck it up and go to work for another 2 months.
I’m so conflicted. I’m trying to just take it day by day as much as I can.
I guess my question is, if anyone else had a similar situation at work where they basically had a lot of free time, what did you do with it? I’ve already organized all the baby items and have a whole tracker sheet for everything so we can stay within budget, etc.