u/Weeping-Willow26

I feel like I'll never get recovery. No one around me notices I've been acting differently in the past few months. Yesterday I was told that I was in a good mood and they missed it from me. I hadn't eaten in 26 hours at that point. I feel like I'm losing my mind everyday and no one seems to notice or care. It feels like no matter how bad I seem to get no one will care enough to see it or question it. I just want help. Even at my worst I get praised for being in a "good mood."

Hi, I'm not sure if anyone else does this, but I'm curious if they do. Does anyone log when they purge and have a list of times when they do it? I've only recently started this and I'm not really sure why I started lol. It kinda feels like I'm seeking attention and showing how often I purge to prove I'm struggling but I'm not totally sure obv. I'm just curious if anyone else does this or if I'm the weird one 😭😭

Hi, I have a boyfriend and we've been together for almost a year now. I've been struggling with b/p for a few months now (since January) and I've tried to get my boyfriend to understand it but he never does. He wants me to promise to not do it but he doesn't understand that it's not that simple for me not just "not do it." I always say I'm sorry for doing it but he says if I'm sorry then I wouldn't have done it. He's also threatened for us to take a break if I keep doing it. I feel like I'm losing my mind. Does anyone else go through this?

Hi, I've been dealing with disordered eating and a lot of b/p behaviors. It honestly takes over my every day. I'm scared to tell my family (specifically my mom) about how I'm feeling and what I'm dealing with. I'm scared it won't be taken seriously and I'll just be seen as weak. I have a boyfriend and he's tried to help me with this but there's only so much he can do. I just honestly wanted to find some community to share my feelings with without being judges for them. If anyone actually reads this, thank you for your time.