u/Weird-Swimming3290

So lost right now. Gay widower, have a friend helping me getting through my husbands one year anniversary which is the 25th. I’m so confused, I’m starting to develop feelings. He’s giving me mixed signals.

Gay guy here, became a widower almost a year ago. I work at a hospital and this guy I’ve become close to works in a different department. What do you see happening? I’m kinda confused where it’s headed.