I i feel like a felon instead
I dont know what to do im so angry and mad at the justice system for being caught for my actions its just a misdemeanor but it feel like my whole world is caving in and i will NEVER recover from this because i have a permanent criminal record and now everyone think im a criminal because i am. society sees me as a threat and i will never have a job. i will never be the same person and idk how im going to financially recover from this. i dont even commit crimes i was accused of something i did but it wasnt even intentional but i never got the chance to tell my side of the story because the judge would just postpone another month after month and i had a public defender that did absolutely nothing for my case. im never going to recover from this because i used to be a good citizen until i had a mental breakdown. the court wants to punish me not help me get help for my anger. now im on probation for 12 months and have to do anger management classes for the next 6 months!. i hope god is real because he knows this isnt right at all!