u/Which-Tax-9910

Im a 20yo mtf ML and I genuinely hate metropolitans with all my life, im Puerto Rican so I live in a very conservative area

And I just feel so detached from them

Every time I talk with a metropolitan I genuinely feel like im talking with a larper, they have never know what it is to see normalized discrimination, they have never seen boys calling the F word to gay people on school, they have never know what it is to genuinely don't know ANYBODY thats left wing and having to conform with right wing friendships, they talks POLITICS WITH THEY PEERS and disagree while being on the same spectrum, they dont have to struggle to find a job or to be in a good university, they can find workplaces with people with they same political views

And I just, idk, I wish I could meet someone left wing in my life but at this point I realize that unless I move to the capital is impossible and I just hate it so fk much

Its a mixture of jealousy and superiority, of thinking that I more valuable than then for reaching Marxism by my own terms and not just because I was raised comfortably

This behavior is so toxic and antisocial, and I genuinely don't know how to stop thinking this way

If I want a better life, if I want to truly be a Marxism, I should know how to be able to connect with other people, but its just feel so impossible, is like they where sponge bob's

Im a 20 year old autistic person

I have never got a real job and now I need to do everything from cero

I have no friends, no family, nothing, I have to do my own curriculum from cero and have no idea what to put

I make it and theres literally two sentences

My name, age, number and Gmail

And my GEP and the time I "worked" at a grooming salon for a month, which was a program for people that are underemployed to build experience

I feel so awful, theres nothing in it and I can't put more cause I literally don't have anything to put in it

I have no social skills, I have no motivation I just want to work, my only goal is to find a chill work and live alone

I need to do Job hunting and it feels awful, the idea of going to an interview and the interviewer cloking me as autistic and seeing his look of rejection creeps me out so much

I feel so ashame of myself, I alredy have it so hard to even speak with people on the phone

But I need to do this, the worst part is that I dont have a car so I can't go myself and would always need to rely either on taxi or some family members helping me, which is alredy to much of a problem

I genuinely have never been so lost in my life

My take is that centrism is anybody that thinks that the two wings of a Capitalist party are the only ones possible and therefore feels that any one of them taked to the extreme is bad (cause it only assimilates that the only extreme possible to reach is the right wing one)

And that non political are just people that as centrism think that both parties are the same but that they just think that politics in general is bad, and that are very doomer in general and think that things are just the way they are without a way to change them

For me the main difference between a centrist and a non political is that the way the non political copes with the feeling of not finding that the parties are working for they interest is by ignoring politics and trying to get into this anti intellectualist world where any attempt to make the government a better entity is dumb and innocence and having a strong political view of the world is just foolish

Centrism do see the world this way but they belive that there's a sweet spot where by ignoring the political divisions you can fix the problem that the system creates and that by that you can achieve a nice society

The centrist believes that our condition are bad because both parties are to divided to pass legislation that help the working class while ignoring that those division are a premeditated way to distract us from addressing the root of the problems, as they only work as a reaction to the problems caused by capitalism

But the centrism, as the non political, believes that this problems are caused by "natural conditions" that can just dissipate with time, or that are impossible to fix because of "human nature" or etc

Either by ignorance, as a way to cope with a system that makes you belive that any attempt of community is fool, or by complicity

What's your take? Do you also feel this same way? Do you think that there's isn't really a difference?

I really wanna understand this better cause I know a lot of non political people in my life and the idea of "centrism" hasn't really feel like something I can put to those people tbh, I feel that in politic discussions that happen outside of political places the word centrism gets throw a lot by those who do understand political theory, when in reality sometimes you are just dealing with people that are not interested in politics in general and are repel by boths extremes because of the fear of a government entity having to much power and not knowing exactly what it would do with it