(33F) Have kinda given up on myself
Hi! Looking for as much hard and soft advice as I can get.
I’ve kind of given up on myself for a few years now, and I would really like to gain confidence and get out of my slump. My self-esteem for my looks is really rock bottom at the moment, but I want to be better. I am hyper aware of my flaws, asymmetry, and so on, haha.
Photos are mascara only, so basically bare.
About me:
5’1, 128lbs
Currently run every day and lost about 30lbs a year or two ago, but would like to lose a bit more.
Vegetarian, if that affects anything. Not too attached to it if other diets might help me.
Currently using Tret for about a year, switched to Altreno .05 about a month ago. My skin still peels quite a bit after all this time on Tret, so I don’t wear makeup much. Currently have highly moisturizing skincare routine in the morning. Without Tret, my skin is super oily and acne-prone. It looked much worse before if you can believe it, haha.
Eyebrows were microbladed about 2 years ago, mostly faded.
Hair is my natural color, very open to changing it, currently long, straight, boring and also oily.
I have a cowlick in the front, so after using dry shampoo on the roots and a hair oil I pull it back most days.
Really appreciate any ideas or suggestions anyone has.
Thank you!