I'm being very terrified knowing hell is waiting for me.
I have been struggling to find faith. I recently learn about saint charbel....i kind of become obsessed with Christian living in lebanon.. i want to give up everything i have and devote only to jesus. This is probably my last chance to find him. For you guys who live there. Is it hard for foreigners to get to lebanon to do work with Christian community? I live in Mauritius learning arabic will it be enough ? I also speak french and english. I would probably need to work also because i have a small debt of 5802 US dollars i need to pay the bank i took a loan to renovate my family house. Or is it not safe to do so..