Finally
My last feel free was on Saturday, I feel like I'm finally starting to round the corner on this. I am tapering with powder and slowly reduced the number of ff I drank during the day til it was zero. Still going through withdrawals but when I feel bad enough I make some tea, that's already down to 1-2 times a day.
I quit off of OPMS black shots a few years ago and while I was completely addicted I finally made a choice to start tapering, then it was down to 1 a day, then I got home after work one day and stopped. Feel Free is oddly a completely different ballgame, and it's weird to say. I couldn't stop, couldn't taper, and while I was spending way less money it was still alot. The combination of kratom and kava has made stopping seem impossible, who knows what this combo is doing to certain brains. Mine included. I never felt as high on it, but I felt really good, clearly.
I started tapering on Feel Free on accident, I lost my wallet and went to the store, realized it was gone, when I got home I only had an old school bag of kratom powder from several years ago. I was in WD already so just took what I had until I could get some money. Missing the dose, and working through it got me here.
It's embarrassing to say, I felt like I had willpower before, even with something stronger like OPMS. There's something they aren't telling us about FF.