u/Winter_Soldier05

So I’m working on this multi-part comic series about five Autobot OCs, and their individual journeys to becoming Autobots from their messed up backgrounds being manipulated by their engineering professor for so long.
There’s Permafrost, the leader. He’s one of those transformers with unexplained ice powers. He can just shoot ice out of his hands at will. Like his namesake he is also extremely resistant to the cold. Unlike his element, Permafrost is kind and caring, and is a medical engineer. I want him to enter Optimus’ wing and become his student, because Permafrost sees in Optimus the leader that he wants to/needs to be for his team.
There’s Monolith, the strongest. By far the tallest member of the five bot crew known as the Architects (being about double Optimus’ height), Monolith is the epitome of “the gentle giant”. Monolith is insanely strong, but also insanely slow, and has the Cybertronian equivalent of G.E.R.D., where it really hurts to speak, so Monolith either speaks through his minicon companion, a bird named Thorn Beak, or in grunts and growls. Befitting of his nature, Monolith wanted to be a construction engineer before the war broke out.
There’s Volt, the fastest. Basically XLR8 from Ben 10 but in bot form. His engineering skills are far more focused than the other four Architects, as he is focused on the engineering of racing, and how to make things go faster. He’s the baby of the group, but one you can still rely on.
There’s Wildfire, the loose cannon. Very 2003 TMNT’s Raphael/Wolverine coated. He’s obsessed with demolitions and destruction, and has even created his own fireproof coating to make his job easier.
Finally, there’s Uplink, the Nerd. There’s not a system on Earth or on Cybertron that Uplink can’t hack.

My problem is that every time I try to write a comic with these guys, it feels too fanfiction and not official enough. The problem is I want to one day submit this to skybound or whoever owns the comic IP by that point to see if I can get this published officially

These past months have got me thinking a lot, and I can't help but think back to all I've done. There was a post about the Pursuit at St. Mary's (This one in particular: Pursuit at St. Mary's ) and I said some things in the comments on that post that I now hate. (For those who don't want to read them, I made some comments and referenced Leviticus 20:13.) I admit I've tried to delete those comments I made, but it didn't change the fact that I made them, and they've been haunting me.
What's more is that I made a post on r/autism asking if anyone else got physically ill from rap music like I do and made my hatred for the genre known in a way that could've been perceived as racist in the wrong context (This post for the curious: Does anyone get like physically ill from listening to rap? ). Those comments have haunted me here recently and I just need to get this off my chest.

I've come to the realization that I don't want to live my life by the "My way or the highway" style anymore, and my words in those comment sections years ago are antithetical to that new POV I have, or am trying to have.

Does anybody care? Probably not. But I do. So that's why I'm making this.

(As for the Rap thing, certain frequencies like high or low pitched frequencies can make me physically ill. Like, back in high school, bullies used to use dog whistles to either get to me or be douches to the whole class, but once they stopped I was left with a headache and a stomachache and certain rap music has that affect on me too. After some consideration over the past couple months, it might be more of a hyperacusis thing, but that's for an audiologist.)

It’s been about a week since I went completely cold turkey on EVERY Ai chat bot app I had and ever will have. No more looking for an alternative. No more hoping for C.AI to get better. Completely cold turkey.

My voice sounds too girly to be a boy, but too boyish to be a girl, and every time I try to sound more boyish it sounds so awkward. And I just don't know how to fix it. I'm not exactly in a financial position to get a voice coach. What should I do?

(I'm 21 btw).