u/Wise-Age-2557

not really a vent, and i don’t mean harm in this. i’m 19 and i’m currently going thru a crisis right now 😿 i’ve been thinking lately na magstart with T and i’m also considering taking top surgery in the future. the thing is, i don’t want to be labeled as a man(?). not that i have any issues with being a transman, but i just don’t see myself labeled as a man.. if that makes sense. and also, although i want to start T, i’m also concerned about the bottom growth stuff na i’ve been hearing about and i don’t think na i’d prefer that, but i want the other things (like facial hair and change in voice etc.). it’s like i want to look masculine and pass as a man, but at the same time, i don’t want to be labeled as one(?) 😿🙏 what can i do huhu