Young widows 30 and under with no kids what did you do
I lost my Honey when I was 28 we had plans for kids we were so close to being ready but stuff happened and he left me. I feel lost and dont know what to do. I miss him and want to be loyal but its hard being on my own. If we had kids I know I'd be fine cause I would still have him through them. I really want kids and I think I still have a chance to have them but I would need to start to find someone like now. It's hard to cross that line I've downloaded a few dating apps took a couple of decent photos but I didn't go through with it. I keep thinking I'll be ok on my own I can make it through another day and another and another. Other days are harder I want to be held and have someone to lean on.
I just dont know what to do and I'm trying to figure stuff out. I hoping to talk to my pastor just waiting for him to have some free time, I'm trying to look for a counselor next month and thought I get some ideas for here too.