Engineer, doctor, engineer, lawyer, doctor, lawyer president scientist I'M FUCKING TIRED
yes this is a rant, im so damn tired. Why is it that these narcissistic fucks are so obsessed with deciding out jobs for us as if we're not human beings with different preferences and opinions than them. And it's mostly the dads doing this too. If you're so fucking hellbent on doctors and lawyers then why aren't you one yourself? and every time you tell them that you want a degree in something that they never talked about they fucking explode. My life is just starting for me and I have a lot of ideas on what I want to pursue but they always feel like they have every right to control which school I go to, what jobs I apply for, etc. and it's pisisng me off. Like literally every day i'm trying not to kill myself in this house and they're making it more difficult. Every. single. time they yell at me I always envision myself just dropping dead on the floor as a way to finally escape all the torture and frustration they put me through all the years of my life. I'm sick, I'm tired, and I'm done. If reincarnation is true then I swear to god almighty I will kill myself if I'm ever born into an african family AGAIN.