My mind is blown
I’ve just read The Metamorphosis and I am in complete shock. It was like it could see the ending coming for 30 pages and still held out hope that maybe Gregor would miraculously be okay. It made me very sad but I still think it is one of the best I’ve ever read. I went into this completely blind, having read nothing of Kafka before, and now I find myself completely wanting more. I read the enriched classic version with the notes and longer introduction and it added so much to the story. Now that I’ve finished it I think I disagree with Camus’ assessment that the novel had a sliver of hope. In theory, it did, but I think that was the tragedy. The hope didn’t come from anything truly wholesome, it came from a family giving up so thoroughly that they simply forgot there ever was a problem. I am cautious about calling it nihilistic rather than existentialist, but it truly feels that way. Also, I really can’t bear any suggestion as toward a better ending. Gregor couldn’t go on that way, it was not a life to live. And his death just doesn’t feel any better. I think this has just left me with the best kind of confusion.
Thank you for reading this ramble!