u/Woofles_Fries505

My sweet sweet boy, Maverick, just passed away early this morning from a hit and run. I’m all over the place, I’m heartbroken, crying, and just going through memories. How much I want to turn back time to save him and to tell him how much I love him. He was kind, gentle, and innocent soul. I don’t think I can put it in words how much my heart is taking I feel like I’m dying.

I’m having thoughts of I wanna be with him and I want to curl up and be with him. So I don’t have to go through the pain. I’m not alone and I’m going to therapy but I just need someone to know that I’m hurting. In a way I can’t describe it I’m going to an emergency session, I don’t plan to hurt myself or anything but I do not want to go back to that dark place.