Am I a shitty friend?
I feel really bad because I’m no longer going to my 5sos show due to my health being bad right now. My friend flew half way across the country to come to go to our 7/7 show, and there was just a lot of stuff that added up to that and why I made the decision to pull out of going. I’m so devastated because this was planned for like a year when the tickets were on presale.
My parents are protective, especially my mom because I’m her only child, this friend is someone I met online and last year we decided to go to this particular show because it was close to where I live. But the last two days have been awful for me and I just feel so shitty for backing out and not going to something we’ve been waiting to go to for a year. Am I a shitty friend for not going because my parents were concerned and my physical health hasn’t been good the last two days? She spent so much money and I feel like absolute shit because I’ve never had to do that to someone before.