u/Worley027

I'm 40m who is married with 2 kids and completely hates my life! I've been cheated on with all of what I thought was friends. All my family lives in different states, which I'm also the black sheep of the family. I have attempted to end it all 3 different times now, which just puts me in the mental hospital. Having nobody to turn when times are hard like this is overwhelming and exhausting. Would much never rather not wake up anymore!