Memories pt. 2

Memories pt. 2

"I have been eating, my ribs are still notable but i have visibly gained more weight and muscle. Its nice, really nice. I'm happy that I left The Purge King behind but..."

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"I feel as if I also left all the connections i made behind too. Having a fresh start is great... but yet... I can't help but miss The Purge King, Cecilus, Adelheid, Sphinx, Al... I wish i could have had this fresh start with them too but I know im not good for them, and they arent good for me. Cecilus was too devoted to me to the point he was willing to die for me, I never asked him to die for me... thats not what I wanted... Adelheid is such a great gal, loving her was the greatest experience ive ever felt but also the worst, knowing I missed my chance. While I still love her, Im not delusional. I know its not happening. But I still can't help it. Sphinx was loyal to me too, but even i could tell she had ill intentions... Yet, her company was still comforting... Al, I was too cruel to him but how couldnt i be after what happened, yet long after it happened my wrath persisted... I would die for all of them... over and over... not sure if they would for me but that dosent matter to me, I love them and miss them all dearly."

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"But I dont want to turn back now, I could, I truly could. But everyones in color now... I see everything in color, there are no shades of gray in my world of vibrancy... I look in the mirror and see my browns eyes, yellow scarf, pale skin and dark hair. But i still see the color of me, The only one whos a shade of gray..."

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"Is The Purge King."

u/Wrathbarusu — 1 day ago

Memories

I am happy I am glad, I have finally left it behind and now im starting anew. Sometimes i still think about all them, and instead of getting sad i look back on the memories we had. It was great I hope they think about me too.

I truly hope they do.

u/Wrathbarusu — 7 days ago

A peaceful life.

After running away from everything Subaru Natsuki now lives in a village in Kurugari, leaving his past behind as The Purge King. Now Subaru Natsuki frequently eats, cultivates the food himself, speaks to the residents of the village, and even treats everyone with kindness and patience.

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He grew sunflowers and sold them to make an honest living, he lived alone in a small home made from stone. Nothing like his prestigious castle of Pandemonium but he didnt care. He enjoyed the quiet peaceful life. He was calm, happy, and free. He felt more free than he had ever been. No longer shackled by Pandemonium or his hate. He had forgiven everyone. Aldebaran, Petra, and most importantly himself. He still thought about them: about Cecilus, Elsa, Adelheid, Sphinx, Everyone. He no longer felt despair about leaving them but he smiled at the memories he shared with all of them. He finally changed, and this time he didnt take the path of Wrath. Was his story over? No. Far from it, now... it had only just truly begun, and with that. Subaru Natsuki begins his new journey down the path of Patience.

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((HEY THERE EVERYONE!!))

Just wanted to clear sum stuff up, I am not quitting larping or quitting Wrathbaru, Im taking a semi-break from larping him while also developing him further. You can still occasianally interact with him by visiting his village or sum but I do not think it will be common that you see him.

Huge thanks for everyone who helped me get here, it was an amazing experience playing the Purge King and being so incredible involved in this community with him. But for now, its time to put this book on the shelf and take the other out. Expect a Conquest and Kurourushi come back, I havent been active with them at all.

Love you all! One day he'll be relevant again!! (hopefully)

u/Wrathbarusu — 10 days ago

Letter of Resignacion.

I, Subaru Natsuki hereby leave Pandemonium and cut all ties with it. All of Pandemonium will be left to Cecilus Segmunt. I am no longer the 'Purge King' I have decided to live a peaceful life in Kurigari, alone. I hereby cut ties with Pandemonium, Cecilus Segmunt, The Bowel Hunter, Reid Astrea, Sphinx, and 'The Purge King'. All aliances with with Volalchia and Gusteko are now rendered null until Cecilus Segmunt replenishes them.

Letters for everyone:

Cecilus Segmunt: "This is where we part ways. Im sorry for leaving so suddenly but I hope you can respect my decision, brother. I hope all goes well with Arakiya. Farewell, Cecilus Segmunt."

Elsa Granhiert: "Forgive me for what I did with you to make you join Pandemonium. I hope you live a happy life with Meili."

Sphinx: "Goodbye my little witch, sorry if I didnt help you complete your goals as I promised. I hope you live happy Sphinx."

Reid: "I do not have shit to say to you lowk."

All these letter were Delivered via metia, and with that. Subaru Natsuki takes off his scarf and robe, and leaves Pandemonium.

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u/Wrathbarusu — 11 days ago

A message to the Sword Saintress, Adelheid.

"I have to deliver this message to you, Adelheid. I messed up, I really did and I truly do not expect you to suddenly forgive me or to ever forgive me at all. But I have to admit this. I love you, I love you, Adelheid. I love you and I never stopped. Even when I was with Ram, I still thought about you and I regretted my decision every day. I forced myself to push through. When i made that choice I was blind, blinded by the nostalgia of my first love. It was a foolish decision, and I am truly TRULY sorry for choosing her instead of you... She wasnt truly there for me... The relationship was built mostly off lust, and thats not what I wanted. When I slept it wasnt her in my dreams... It was you. I could go on about everything that i love from you, all the way from your voice, to how you carry yourself, and even your fucking mana. I love you Adelheid and It hurts me to know I hurt you. I dont expect anything. I do not expect your feelings to suddenly come back, I do not expect that you even look at me with kidness. I just wanted to tell you. I am truly sorry and I love you Adelheid, and i dont want to bore you with my sob story so ill just leave it at that. Once again, I am sorry, I wont love anyone other than you, I cant love anyone other than you."

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u/Wrathbarusu — 11 days ago

I forgot to make a intro posts for all my chars sooo.... With a menacing aura Wrath steps into reality.

He takes one sluggish step fowards, then another before pausing. He rubs his eyes and when he opens... A new world, from zero. Again? Your joking. He spent 3 years building his empire all for it to be DISCARDED. He takes another sluggish step foward as the scar that wraps around his neck in the form of 2 hands layered ontop of eachother peek out from above his drroping scarf.

*"*Wheres Cecilus and Halibel. Wheres Ram."

The Purge King makes his entrance!

u/Wrathbarusu — 23 days ago

Al has been sealed + drug prices.

It was quite annoying but me and Sphinx prevailed in the end.

There will be no battle where the Purge King wont come out ontop.

Now onto better stuff,

Prices for my new drugs.

  • Regular meth- 12 hgc per gram.
  • Blue meth- 20 hgc per gram
  • Regular Weed- 10 hgc per gram
  • Edibles- 10 hgc per gram
  • Purple Weed- 20 hgc per gram
  • Cocaine- 35 hgc per gram.

(For reddit auto-moderation this is a roleplay subreddit in which I'm roleplaying character Wrath Subaru Natsuki, no harm is incited nor hate pushed)

u/Wrathbarusu — 23 days ago

Hatred from beyond the grave.

Subaru walked with Sphinx at his side. His yin sword strapped tightly around his hip as he rested his hand at the top of his hilt. He walked up towards Aldaberan and looked at him with disgust.

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"This was a long time coming Aldaberan. I have waited to crush you by my hand for quite some time. I killed Petra now its your turn."

"Lets end this now, im tired of waiting."

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u/Wrathbarusu — 23 days ago

OOC: I got attacked in the server for taking inspiration off the abstraction of Static

So I saw how static "abstracted" and i decided to take some inspiration with Takaba, and my take was infact different. It was darker, more distressing, and represented how horrid his mental state was. And for no reason, the roleplayer behind Static aka Negative Ratio (yes im name dropping idc) came after me for it, I was frankly annoyed and pissed because i felt like he had already been targetting me or had thing against me, and ill admit, i handled the situation poorly at first, because Takaba is my character, and why is someone telling me what i should and shouldnt do with MY character??? But then i tried to come back to the discussion calmly and actually talk things out but instead they just started going after me personally, saying things like "Your the reason we need to check if someones in the subreddit first" and "Why are you even in this server" Which, was completely unnecessary since i tried to work things out again with a more calm mindset.

So I left the server, and its frankly saddening that it had to come to that, because this server, is one of the places i enjoy being in. and im not trying to guilt trip here, but its one of the places where i can get away from everything going on in my life. Its saddening to think that some people will read this and still agree with the other side simply because im innactive on the subreddit.

This all happened in the living room channel, and you can check it and everything.

And message to Eli.

I am dissapointed. I genuinely liked you, and having you handle the situation like that really dissapointed me.

I hope everyone has fun, I know i sure did. But please, better yourself.

With that being said, All the sins, Conquest, Takaba, Kingpin (GET OUT OF MY VENTS SPIDERMAN), Subaru Natsuki, Andre Andres, signing off. maybe see you all in some other server.

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u/Wrathbarusu — 28 days ago

Breaking: Zero

DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN IT IM SO BEHIND, SHIT! EVERYTHING I HAVE BEEN DOING FOR PANDEMONIUM HAS BEEN FADING INTO OBSCURITY. I NEED TO GET MY HEAD BACK IN THE GAME. DAMN IT. DAMN!!!

Lock IN.

"... Cecilus."

"We need to cook, Cecilus."

u/Wrathbarusu — 1 month ago

An awakened Wrathbaru.

Subaru Natsuki, after the incident at Pandemonium rested in the Roswaal manor healing. He slept for 2 whole days before he slowly woke up.

"Huh... another... unfamiliar roof... What happened..."

He sits up rubbing his eyes and looks at the scars on his wrist and forearm

"Oh right... Petra.."

He swallows hard and shakes his head

"Come on Subaru think of something else..."

u/Wrathbarusu — 1 month ago

A resting Wrathbaru

In the Roswaal mansion Wrathbaru laid on a guest bed, the wrist that he shred mostly healed but still scarred. He lies motionless bedridden for the time being. He had been changed into more comfortable guest clothes and his scar laid folded up on the desk beside the bed. Visits are currently permitted. This feel oddly familiar to when I was healing from Wrath.

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u/Wrathbarusu — 1 month ago

I still feel her hands.

He ran in. His mind racing, he slammed the door to the bathroom shut and locked it. He looped and kept looping but in every loop, he still felt her hands on him, on his neck, on his cheek, on his crotch, on his chest, on his wrists. Every loop led to the bathroom, he did something he hadnt done in a while.

"D-dg..damn... I always come back to you dont i..."

He said grabbing a dagger at his hip, he rolled up his sleeves and with a shaky hand began slicing his wrists. His eyes dialated and tears didnt stop rolling down his ears rang and he took a sharp intake of air through his teeth. Blood dripped down onto the floor as he stared at himself in the mirror. The feeling of her touch finally faded as he started to concentrate on the searing pain and the rush he's getting. All sound fades as the blood kept pouring and he kept moving his way up his forearm. He kepts shredding his arm with the dagger ignoring the banging at the door, his breaths came in slow shaky inhales and exhales as his began to pale.

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u/Wrathbarusu — 1 month ago