u/XXshadow_blackXX

I'm stuck and confused But pretend everything's fine, sit idle in a daze as time passes by, hopeing that everything somehow works out alright,in the end.

Ive already grown fed up with everything,

knowing that in reality life is pointless and meaningless.

I don't really care about anything.

Why should I,when everything sucks?

At this point Im waiting for the day when I get hit by a car.

Haven't felt like I'm supposed to be my age. Still feel like a child.

I'm in a situation that seems impossible to get out of.

Living with my mother.

Sucks

Probably emotionally abusive.

Either she's "nice" or not.

It's better when she's gone.

And also the fact that I'm probably on the autism spectrum.

So,Haha guess there's a reason for why I'm so sensitive and weird.

Idk...

Well it's not like I'm actually gonna do anything about it... I don't wanna cross the barrier... Pop the Bubble... It's terrifying...

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Haha...

I need someone's emotional support... To guide me... But I have no one... I'm on my own...

Please someone tell me what to do...

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I don't know...