Suffering from different diseases for the last 2 years
So for the last 2 years I have been through different diseases that range for months. Once a disease gets cured after a few weeks, another takes its place.
I started my upasana of chanting Hanuman Chalisa 2.5 years back and haven't stopped a day. In the last 2 years, I have got everything I wanted. A good paying job with great company culture, a girl who is spiritually inclined and loved by my parents, friends for a lifetime. In short, I have everything that an Indian middle class boy could ask for. But these diseases don't let me enjoy my life to my fullest.
When it happened earlier, I used to think it was because I wanted things for myself and Hanumanji is clearing out the bad karma from my life. Now, I don't want anything more, why doesn't it stop.
Now some people will say that this is just your bad karma and you have to go through it and I get that. The thing is that it has been happening for so long that it's just frustrating at this point.
I want to reduce my frustration but everytime a new challenge is thrown at me. I have been reading Hanuman Bahuk for the last 1.5 years yet it just doesn't stop.
Is there any way that I don't get affected by it so much? I have brought calmness at different parts of my life and I have made peace with some of my lifelong diseases. Just when I get used to one disease, a new one punches my face. I just don't know how to calm my mind like a yogi. Can anyone help?