Love for psychic powers
Hey guys i really would like an advice and answers if possible, so first i was searching for people with the same problem but found nothing so im gonna tell my expierence about that badass issue.
So its your way to believe IT or not but i had a psychosis at 14 through extacy and weed and im aparrently still diagnosistised with paranoid schizophrenia which id say i dont have anymore.
I got awakend at 15 (Male).
my age is private but old enough for reddit.
So when talking to friends or teachers/co worker/chef ,(basically any human exept family) i always/often get this aura spreading from me that affects people im aware of that Theyre there and when im focused on that aura (trying to shield IT) it'd work but only till im unfocused again, and you know that aura is a really deep aura like really deep, its not the surface aura youd feel on every human. IT woud make them uncormfortable as if something is federly tickeling their energy/body. only one of m'y friends stays/stayed even with that aura and trust me, hé didnt regret chilling with me .
I did some researches and apparently its m'y concious energy that makes them feel like this, because they arent on the same level of conciousness as me and the more we chill together thé Higher his conciousness gets/got, Hes literally at his peak right now .
Tbh i already did m'y researches and it'd help meditade shielding that deep aura or i can just shield ANd make that aura weak for security.
I only once been with someone at the same level of conciousness as me and IT was a girl 15 years old too at that Time. That one evening with her was one of the best expierences with a girl for me, Last time i talked decent/good with a girl was with her.
Idk what to say more, one of m'y symptoms too is having a blank mind every time at social things but i think its because im Young and started smoking weed since 14 so my Charakter development got dismayed
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If you read all this thank you bro deadass, its the first time finally saying that problem to the public❤️✡️❤️🙏 . due to emotional unconcious abuse from m'y mother i can see inner problems from humans and the solution and i even can heal/helpHeal, psychological. i hope IT doesn't trigger you its not m'y Intention, if IT triggers u then remember , we're all souls with the same powers.
I cant believe i dont have to run from that energy anymore, not in this Text. Btw if this Text ist Boring for you , m'y fault, i couldve put in interesting Powers i have (i dont wanna Sound arrogant and Trigger U😭) LOVE YOU ✡️🍷🦌