I'm in a perpetual state of grief
I am not in the medical school I want to be in, I don't have the university life I envisioned, there are no events to make up for any of this misery and I feel like I'm missing out on so much. I know I could probably migrate to a better one in a few years but sometimes it feels as if I'm destined to misery. I'm so sad all the time about this topic and the thought of leaving this place plagues me. I think about dropping out at least 20 times a week and I'm so sad about it, I know I got very fortunate to get into a school with a merit and passing percentage as high as it is but I feel as if I'm missing out on every possible experience that I could, I don't want to live this way