Insecurity about prose & English level
Hey!
English is my second language but I've been learning it ever since I was a kid. I largely prefer to read, and consume any sort of content for that matter, in English. Thing is, every once in a while (let's say every third page of any given novel) I stumble upon a word that I don't understand. It doesn't take away any enjoyment out of reading for me, because those particular words that I don't understand are somewhat easily understandable from the context, but it takes away my hopes and motivations of ever being a writer. I started writing about a year ago, and am close to finishing my first draft. Thing is, even though I don't possess the smallest vocabulary out there, I feel like I don't have enough to use at any given time. It feels like I know many words, but struggle to recall them when I need them. Would the second draft resolve that for me? Should I simply keep on keeping on and focus on flowery prose once I'm done laying down the story?