Nearing 6 months w/o fet.. but dropping Kratom/weed is even harder
So it’s been since Dec 26th 2025 that I’ve done dope. I gotta say I’ve definitely started changing things around but I still have a lot of work to do. I been working full time again for 5 months, I got health insurance again, I got a place to live, I’m finally paying my credit debt back down, and I even started my own small biz in craft jerky. But I’m still not perfect. I’m trying so hard to let go of Kratom and weed as I used that a lot during the recovery process to avoid relapse. I wanna put it all down again like I did on probation just on my own terms this time and you’d think it’d be so easy at this point but it’s not. I have so many urges trying to get off everything. And I noticed I’m super sluggish at work. Days feel like they drag on without it. I’ve tried subs to get off the Kratom too but then as soon as I stop the subs I feel that same unmotivated bs. My job is pretty physical and the Kratom helped give me that energy I needed to last throughout the day still without the unproductive mess that dope provided. But I want freedom from it all and to really lock in. And total abstinence has seemed to be the only way I do it. Any suggestions?