u/Yushi_De_Montane

I will confess, my dream is pretty horrific considering it appears to me from when I was 7.

In the dream, I worked as some sort of warden or maybe a handler of a seemingly infinite containment cells.

Every month I would be transported once.

I have 4 coworkers in the dream, or atleast I think so?

2 Man, 2 Woman.

All in suits.

In my first dream when I was seven, I met this chained hooded figure that was hanging in the middle of the dark.

I couldn't remember what I did with him, but I think a pact of sort is formed with it essentially being absorbed by me.

I was born a weak and small child, always coming into contact with diseases, I can't even eat watermelon without catching fever.

However ever since then, my body change in real life.

In just a year, I grew almost twice my height, and I could easily lift 50 kg and carry it by walking for an hour long.

However, I also grew to have this insatiable hunger.

No matter how much I eat, I never gained weight and even when I'm extremely full, I still have the desire to continue eating.

I'm exactly 50 kg by the way.

Never decrease, and never increase.

And then, every single month that I entered back into that dream world, I was told to kill creatures.

I remember in particular when I was around 9, one of them was a pig like monster eating and chopping another pig with a cleaver.

And this was weird because I never even seen a pig in my life during that time.

Anyway, I was gnawed and chopped in half, however still living and have an innate desire to kill it no matter what.

Overtime, I got used to it with one of the monster I fairly about 2 years ago remember killing and dragging it back into the cell being a large lizard who barges out through one of the cell, gnaw my arm before I gouge its eye out and drag it by the eyehole back in and sealed the door.

The 4 suited coworkers simply watch as if this was normal.

Then one night, I suddenly was struck with an illness.

My parents easily dismiss it since well, I'm Asian and since it happened to suddenly.

My hands was shivering, it was freezing even when I closed all window, fan, door, blanketted myself on my bed to sleep.

The 4 came in my dream.

With the 2 man started piercing my entire body with nails all the while the 2 woman watches.

And the next day, the freezing pain was gone and healed, although I am still quite restless that day.

A month later, I dreamt of me plying out those nails out of my eyeball and my body, all the while some dead parasitic worms was burrowing out of my feet in which I started pulling them out.

They are long.

And I felt every single one of those pain.

The last month, I woke up in that dream again, this time, the cell door open to a floating island where pale rotting corpses with maggots inside them and controlling them like puppet to try to kill me.

I felt myself walking for day long in real life as well.

I tried killing and crushing them but they immediately came back to life, eventually I had to go to the centre of the island and killed a demonic pale woman who also have maggots as her inside before the other maggot puppet also dies out.

She did not fear and I think I will meet her again.

And now this month, I appear again, but this time before I was able to kill the demonic group of talking dogs that seemed to cower from my presence, I was forced to wake up.

By the way, every time I was dragged into killing these monsters they always spawn me without weapon.

And I was always driven with this feeling to kill those monsters without remorse or fear.

And when I fail, I started raging and it even affect me in real life.

This dream is basically just spawning me with an infinite bloodlust and capable of feeling every single thing that happen in those dream worlds.

I sometime even woke up with random scars and wounds on my body.

So I know this isn't normal.

Does anyone have the same dream as me?