18M, left varicocele, recently right side. Active weight lifter. Cant get surgery/Embo (self diagnosed)
Im about to turn 19. Ive had this since Mid 2024 on my left side, i remember that day vividly. It was late night and i just got home after drinking with friends, i felt pretty debilitating pain on my left testicle but i thought it wasnt excruciating enough to be testicular torsion so i slept it off.
The dull pain never went away, its been a 2 years now. The left is hanging lower and its slightly smaller. I assume my test has been fine as the 2 years went by because shortly after i got the left varicocele i started bodybuilding and got decent size. Also able to get an erection, get aroused and jack off every night ao i think libido might be ok. Went from 48 kg stick and bones to my heaviest 67kg.
Recently like this week, my right testicle started hurting, it started when i kept sitting down on this hard monoblock chair i had in my house. I did the valsalva maneuver to check and the left felt and looked like the typical grade 2 varicocele and the right i felt a small lump right above the testicle itself, its probably just in its beginning stages. I already told my mom about it but we're really not well off and she makes just enough to be able to give me an allowance and pay for college exactly. She said she'll finish paying for my tuition first in College before dealing with it. Im nervous. I dont want to lose the body ive built cause of the test implications that a bilateral varico will give. I dont want to become infertile. I guess ill just hunker down for 3 years until i finish College i guess.