u/Zealousideal_Cat6900

I have been taking kratom powder straight by the spoonful's since 2017. Watched my dose gradually go up from a spoon a day to not even counting them anymore. But well in the 40-60gs a day range since 2020. I ended up being one of those extreme users who was taking extract tabs and 7oh (either or) ALONGSIDE powder. Now, for the first time in 4 years im not taking them both simultaneously. Also I was taking 6+ of these tablets a day, now im powering through the uncomfortable feelings and im down to only taking 3 a day. Not much longer and I feel like I will finally be free of this decade long curse. My finances, my relationships, my body, my mind, and my ability to make big moves in my life has been drastically halted due to my addictions but I guess 29 is a better age to start over than 35, or 40, or 50.

RIGHT UP FRONT, I am brand new here. I have literally never borrowed or lended anything here on Reddit. I am so desperate at this point. I even tried to get a loan online for $200 but have had no luck for some reason. I even thought about Tribal Loans. I have a $491 dental bill that was due yesterday and each day its late the bill goes up, its at $516 now. I need $100 to top that bill off for this month, and the other $50 is for groceries while I wait to get a full paycheck. I am an overnight maintenance associate at a local Walmart. So I am looking for $150. Will be paid back ASAP on July 16th. Preferably through Cash App as that would also make it very simple and easy for me to send the money back to the lender.