u/Zekran_Merot

One of my personal favs is that the ink she uses is made of either blood or biomatter

My anal goddess...

A facade, a mirage, a fairytale. There is no point in going on, if there is a god outside, anything, they clearly hate us, either by condemning us to this reality, or after letting the only hope we had vanquish in an instant.

I cannot see her anymore, i cannot feel anything, life is numb, the blood is cold, nothing will be the same again.

Imagine you are also a weeb, you watch anime, you may even read manga and buy some stuff, however you understand societal rules and adjust to fit in just right, you got friends which even if dont share your more eccentric hobbies you can still talk about normie stuff. However in your same class there is this tall nerdy girl who always starts talking about that stuff and always creeps people out or makes a clown out of herself. Eventually people call her names and even bully her for being a weirdo freaky nerd, of course you join the bullying just to not seem like a fun killer, to keep fitting in.

Some day after school is about to finish, you insult her and her likings in ways only another weeb could hurt her. The class explodes in laughter and starts questioning her mockingly and with disgust "Rissa is that really true? HAHAHAHA" "damn those chinese cartoons are fucked up" "ugh, thats disgusting why do you watch that shit? It's so corny", she feels more fragile, vulnerable and distraught than ever, you can tell she was about to cry but got luckily saved by the school bell so she could storm away covering her face and tears.

You dont feel ok with this whatsoever, her usual nerdy whinny demeanour when people shit on her love for anime is so funny, or when people laughed at her naruto running in public, that red face she had was so cute, her being so clumsy but obedient is so charming...but maybe you really crossed a line this time. Maybe it bothers you her lack of self awareness, maybe her weakness makes you feel better, maybe you should clarify her the situation, maybe things went too far , maybe you wished you could talk about the same things you both share but you are too scared of public opinion.

You go to the school's library and see her all alone in a fetal position silently crying her eyes out in an isolated corner. She can't even muster strength to scream at you to leave her alone, she just recoils in fear with a painful expression and tears running in her eyes. You get close to her and tell her you were sorry, she doesn't even listen, she just starts sobbing as quietly as she could. You can tell she is barely able to breathe from her own crying.

Something deep within you kicks in, something in you feels the weight of all of your actions, you see a shy girl panicking and cornered by a predator who wants more blood from her, keep taking advantage of her weakness. The grand scheme whiplash your consciousness, all this time you were shitting on someone who just wanted to be accepted by who she is and what she likes, she is not that different from you, you also wished you could talk for hours about all the weeby online things you have discovered, to show these amazing series to your friends. Why did you do this? Were you really that scared of what people would think? Or you just wanted her to suffer? You could have done nothing, you could have defended her...why did you choose to sell her real happiness for your fake one? Other classmates would have bullied her anyways, is that a reason for you to do it too?

You start to tear up too, and stutter your own words of forgiveness. Words won't fix this. You quickly get close to her and hug her deeply, from the bottom of your heart you tell her you are sorry, so sorry for treating her so badly, that you were also a weeb all this time, to not worry you will take care of your own mistakes and defend her. You tell her deep down you always liked her

She couldn't control her sobbing anymore and started crying uncontrollably for some seconds...after a while she stopped, and started hugging you too

"Do you really?"

Isn't this too fast was your first thought, however the tightness in her hug, you can tell she never had someone who did this for her...she is this desperate for a friend? For comprehension? For love? You can feel her warmth, you could notice the shakiness in her voice, like a little kitten who just got rescued from a powerful storm clinging to her saviour...even if you caused this...maybe she saw through you? Is she so naive to trust you this quickly? ...what will you do? This is another one of her classic societal mistakes, you could break her heart in a million pieces and traumatize her forever, surely the class will make you their top prankster...

You don't say yes, your mind, your heart, your soul speak for you, you tell her all the little things you love so much about her, you tell her how much you wished to talk to her about anime, you tell her how cute she is...

Weeks pass, you started talking with her on DMs and making calls and playing games and watching series together, you taught her how to behave better to avoid getting bullied or how to defend herself too, on school breaks you both usually hang out alone, whenever someone tries to insult her you try to reply them back...of course people started shitting on you, making fun of you, spreading rumors of you dating her, laughing at you for being shorter than her but strangely, you feel happier than ever.

You still tease her, playfully bully her too, she is just sooo cute when you do it, sometimes you can tell she does it purpose as well, you love being the only one who can mock her in private, but not as much as you love grabbing her necktie to force her down to kiss you while groping her voluptuous body whenever you both are alone, sometimes memories of pulling her necktie to annoy her months ago pop into your mind, maybe this is really what you always wanted, to have her for you alone, to share the same things, to be one, to be able to break her, to be able to love her, to be her everything

And when you look at her you only see a face full of ecstasy and desire. Surely in the school night shift people wont notice you two sneaking into the bathroom nor hear her moaning so much your name

>how long til the results

Its still a WIP and its tedious stuff, at least EN is mostly ready

Just thinking in her showing her graceful feet and majestic legs on the screen just completely accidentally without any sexual undertones makes me FERAL, she is completely clueless of the power her lower limbs possess, flaunting them with elegance but imposing, sensual yet dignified, extravagance and modesty all in one go. I can even imagine talking to her in one of her pocket universes after capturing my mind like

"Are you sure you want me to remove my socks?wwww ive been streaming with them all day long. My feet must be incredibly stinky uuuuguhhhhh. HUH? 697 actually prefer them when they are stinky?!!!! Ugh thats dissssssgusting! I did not raise novelites to be like you!!!

WHAT? You want me to even spread my toes open in front of you???? You are so disgusting!...no, no dont cry i didnt mean to...sorry, uh, novelite are you really sure? Ok ok if it will make you feel better...just for a little, i dont want you to take the wrong message

Novelknight?!!!! Why are you removing your helmet?!!!! You want to lick my big stinky feet????? Euuuuughhhhhh, i think we have to stop www this is- this is too much. No please dont get sad its just...ok, i will let you have a big whiff BUT NOTHING ELSE"

VOTE. NOW. VOTE NOW. YOU HAVE TO VOTE. NOW. NOW NOW NOW NOW.

THIS IS NOT AN EN ONLY POLL (FOR ONCE!!!), IN FACT YOU CAN EVEN PUT OSHIS OUTSIDE HOLOLIVE, BUT YOU HAVE TO WRITE DOWN THE FULL NAME OF YOUR OSHI (NO NICKNAMES!!!!)

As a note, its very unlikely ill show the results of vtubers who only get one or two fans here, mostly just for the sake that we will likely know who they are, and because the data pool would be too small