Got cheated on
Im a newly single mother of two now as my now ex boyfriend has been gone for two weeks. He said that he didn’t want to be with me anymore he gave me a big speech on everything that was my fault and said he was going to a hotel. We have two children together ages 1 and 2. When I was pregnant with my first he cheated on me with his ex girlfriend and left me . He blamed it on that he needed space and needed to think . I should’ve not got back together with him but it just kind of happened because he was here everyday after our daughter was born. A couple months into it I found messages on his phone with another woman that he was seeing behind my back while I was caring for our newborn. I told him I was going to leave him but then he cried and begged that he wanted his family only so of course I stayed with him (how dumb of me). So now he’s been gone not even asking about if our daughters are ok not even caring to see them and I am so hurt by it. He’s been here everyday been such a great father to now a person that I don’t even know, im disgusted. I realized he had his old phone here and I went through everything and just found out he cheated on me AGAIN when our first daughter was 10 months old while I was pregnant with our 2nd and we were on vacation.😑I would appreciate any words of encouragement or any advice on being a single mom as idk how I’m going to do this by myself. This hurts because I wanted my daughters to have a family and now they have a broken one.