Alcoholism
You know I’m writing this because it’s the only place I can ask for advice without feeling judged. I’m a high functional alcoholic. It still affects my lively hood. I have a son. I have a big family. I have friends. I’m noticing I’m losing myself though. It’s getting a lot worse is all. I’m onto atleast 10 shooters to a pint a day. I’ve gone to therapy a little. I’ve never been to rehab because I need to work for my son. I just don’t know what to do. I don’t want pity I don’t want anyone to feel bad for me because I’m at where I’m at due to my own circumstances. I just need advice. I want to see where the grass is greener but all I see is the now. Everytime I try to go sober I always revert 10x worse at the end of the day. I just want to be better but I don’t know what to do. I’m (25M) and I don’t want to fall behind. I need help and I need advice