Midterm Crisis
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Arki student 3rd year. I think the Online and F2F alternating has changed me. I go back home whenever it is online week, but before the modality change, I only went back home because it is vacation or term break. Now think I was too laid back with my plates because I was at home and wont be able to pass my major plate in time. I don't know if I should continue the subject or drop it.
I'm also overthinking the course again. I still have 2 years, and if I get delayed maybe an additional 2 terms. Another problem is the expenses. I know my parents want to shoulder the expenses for me but it makes me feel majorly guilty. Does anyone know any jobs I can take in the meantime? I don't want to get stuck working on plates, plates, plates and plates for my whole time here as an archi student. But I find it so hard to get a job online because most requires a graduate degree. I need motivation, I need inspiration, but the truth is, I don't like architecture anymore but I'm three years in and I can't drop or go back.
I used to be so good at my subjects before in my 1st and 2nd year, even entering the listers rank. But now I don't know what to do. (If you can tell who I am, memory erase. You didn't see this post)
