Should I switch schools or stay?
TL;DR: should I try my luck in a new school or stick to what I’m used to already even if I’m not the happiest here?
This year I started high school, it is considered one of the best in the place I live at, the school work is manageable teachers aren’t the worst, but the class I’m in is really not great. The few friends I have all feel like hostage friendships (friends with me but if I mess up even a little they aren’t afraid to shit talk me, one of my friends even logged into the acc of one of their ex friend’s phone and showed everyone the private things on it). Or really just classmate friend(won’t ever go with me anywhere in summer break, only talk to me when I text etc).
Others in my class, esp the girls are those typical mean and cool girls, don’t outright bully you but you feel that they hate you. I feel happy sometimes, and I’m not full on depressed or anything it’s just more like surviving instead of thriving in this school.
This year was only a filler year so if I leave now I won’t lose a year or anything.
So should I stay or should I go?