u/_Ghecko_

in most categories of life I am losing. Luckily I have a job and some good family but besides that I am not doing well, I have terrible friends, terrible health, im quite unattractive (short and ugly), I was raise quite poor. Im exhausted from my day to day i average 3 hours sleep, is it really so bad if I just give up, Im tired

my depression is getting to the point where im either exhausted or feeling angry. i was in a road accident a couple days ago and most people thought my calmness in the situation was me being level headed, i think i just didnt have the energy to care if i was going to die that night, one of these days will be my last and that situation made me realise im becoming okay with that